My story.

All my life, people look down on me. Like I am nothing more than a weak person. Always not good enough, always not pretty enough and always not bright enough. All my life, I am afraid to speak out, i am afraid to voice out how i felt, I am afraid to be criticize,  i am afraid to be ignore and i am afraid to speak to strangers even if they are the same gender as me! I don't have a lot of friend because the friendship that I build usually doesn't last that long and I don't know how to appreciate my friend. I am sorry, I am sorry because i am not being a good and the best friend for you.  For all of you, if any reading this.

My primary school was a nightmare. I always being bullied by my friends and even my teacher. I even afraid to go to my school those days. I always skip school one to three days of school week. You can imagine how many days that I am absent don't you. Teacher, please don't get me wrong. Some of you change my life and make me crave to be a better person but some have given me a nightmare. I am sorry if i didn't do your homework and my attitude makes you loss your temper. But I need you, I need your guidance and support. My friend in primary school, I am sorry but I really hate you guys. I didn't know if we are even a friend. The harsh treatment that you all gives really hurts me.

To be continued.